On the morning of November 10, 2019, I was in "church" ... which consisted of three people sitting at a kitchen island, watching a speaker on YouTube. As I listened, I doodled a sketch of a sleigh made of vines and leaves, from which the resulting video of The Christmas Sleigh evolved.
The speaker that morning said that there are people who cannot receive love, even from God, because of all the hurt that has happened to them in their lives. He said that it was imperative that we find a way to believe that "God is good", because otherwise we can be cut off from the blessings in our destiny.
Some of the notes I took that morning are:
"If we do not believe that God loves us, then we will be filled with fear."
"Clamp down on God's love like a dog on a bone."
"Jesus will notarize what the intercessors agree on."